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Jack knows about that, so he will bring whiskey every evening to Grace. Grace
can run her plan to kill him using the sleeping pills.
Once he‟d left, I took the screw of tissue out from under my mattress and
opened it. I counted out the pills; there were twenty in all. I had no idea if
that would be enough to kill Jack, especially as I was going to have to use
some on myself, first of all to find out how strong they were and,
secondly, to see if they would dissolve in liquid once they‟d been crushed.
Going into the bathroom I tore two sheets of toilet paper from the roll and,
after a lot of deliberation, put four of the pills between them, hoping it
would be enough to knock me out without making me ill. I put the paper
on the floor and crushed them as best I could with my foot. I had no cup to
put the resulting granules in so I used the top from my shampoo bottle as a
receptacle and added some water. They dissolved a little, but not quite
enough and, as I drank them down, I knew I‟d have to find a way of
grinding the rest of the pills into a finer powder. (Paris 258)
As Jack was almost twice my weight, I reckoned that eight of the pills
would have more or less the same effect on him but that sixteen wouldn‟t
be enough to kill him outright. (Paris 259)
Before Grace does her plan, she has to prepare the pills carefully. It is
explained in the quotation above. She has to count the pills that will be used to kill
Jack. Grace is smart enough about that, she knows that the capacity of drugs or
pill when being absorbed by the body is different based on their weigh, age, and
sex. So, Grace needs more pills for Jack because Jack is a male, and male is
usually stronger than female. If Grace gives only a few pills to Jack, Jack‟s body
will be strong enough to fist against the pill, so he will not die but just feel asleep
for a while. Therefore, she gives more pills to Jack, it can be more than sixteen
pills to kill Jack. Besides that, if the pills are mixed into whiskey, the pills have to
be grounded into powder. If the pills are not grounded, it can be dangerous. Jack
will know that his whiskey has been mixed by the sleeping pills. So, Grace will
mash the pills into powder.