The second operation “shatters the illusion that what we have, whether good or bad in itself, is
our own and enough for us.” This operation demonstrates to us that we need God. Whatever
else we have — money, fame, success, power, children — is not enough.
This operation can also force us to turn to God. As Lewis writes, “Everyone has noticed how
hard it is to turn our thoughts to God when everything is going well with us.” When we are
faced with disaster, on the other hand, our thoughts turn naturally to God.
The third operation of pain is more difficult to understand than the first two operations. We are
supposed to choose God for Himself only and not for any other reason, yet “to choose involves
knowing that you choose.”
When we do things, we may be doing them for God’s sake only, or we may be doing them for
another reason entirely. Sometimes we may do something that God wants us to do, yet we are
doing it for another reason entirely — it is only a “happy coincidence” that what we are doing
is what God wants us to do. For example, I may donate money to charity because I want to
deduct that money from my taxes. God wants us to donate money to charity, and I am doing
that, but not for the reason God wants me to do it.
According to Lewis, “We cannot … know that we are acting at all, or primarily, for God’s
sake, unless the material of the action is contrary to our inclinations, or (in other words)
painful, and what we cannot know that we are choosing, we cannot choose. The full acting out
of the self’s surrender to God therefore demands pain: this action, to be perfect, must be done
from the pure will to obey, in the absence, or in the teeth, of inclination.”
This brings up a problem. Can’t we do God’s will because we enjoy doing God’s will?
Immanuel Kant felt that a moral action, to have moral value, had to be done solely out of a
sense of duty. If we do a good thing because we enjoy doing it, then, according to Kant, our act
does not have moral value. Aristotle opposes Kant in this. Aristotle believed that as a person
becomes more virtuous, that person will enjoy more and more doing virtuous things.
Lewis’ Christian solution to this problem is this: “We agree … with Aristotle that what is
intrinsically right may well be agreeable, and that the better a man is the more he will like it;
but we agree with Kant so far as to say that there is one right act — that of self surrender —
which cannot be willed to the height by fallen creatures unless it is unpleasant.”
Self-surrender, however, is a good thing. According to the Christians, “he that loses his soul
shall find it.” In other words, by surrendering one’s will to God, one becomes more free.
As Lewis writes, “If pain sometimes shatters the creature’s false self-sufficiency, yet in
supreme ‘Trial’ or ‘Sacrifice’ it teaches him the self-sufficiency which really ought to be his —
the ‘strength, which, if Heaven gave it, may be called his own’: for then, in the absence of all
merely natural motives and supports, he acts in that strength, and that alone, which God
confers upon him through his subjected will.”
Christianity emphasizes self surrender — this is what martyrs do, and this is what Jesus did on
Calvary. In addition, this is what Christianity says we are to do today.
In saying all of this, Lewis is not denying the reality of pain: “I am not arguing that pain is not
painful. Pain hurts. That is what the word means. I am only trying to show that the old
Christian doctrine of being made ‘perfect through suffering’ is not incredible. To prove it
palatable is beyond my design.”