
protagonist without proper supervision, she spends their short visits talking about
questionable topics such as microwaves affecting brains. Her dubious background is
acknowledged by the protagonist, who admits that Dr. Tuttle’s irresponsibility is exactly
what she needs. “ ‘Here, let me give you my latest samples.’ She got up to open her little
cabinet and filled a brown paper lunch bag with packets of pills. ‘Trick or Treat,’ she said,
dropping in a mint from the bowl on her desk” (MYRR 84). It is more than clear from a
singular example that Dr. Tuttle is not a serious or professional doctor.
The character of Dr. Tuttle feels like a satirized call back to the doctors of old. A
small detail that interested me was the description of her office: “The waiting room was a
dark, wood-paneled parlor full of fake Victorian furniture” (MYRR 20). But she represents
not the oppressive aspect of past psychiatry but rather one’s conviction of being right no
matter what. Today, we know diagnoses like neurasthenia to be inaccurate and mostly made
up to cover a large base of medical issues. But in those days, Victorian psychiatrists praised
themselves for the progress they had made, believing in the rightfulness of their diagnoses
and treatment methods. In this sense, Dr. Tuttle feels like a satire of those doctors, always
coming up with new theories in her practice that are either nonsensical or outright laughable,
yet she has an air of confidence. Dr. Tuttle believes in her methods no less than Victorian
doctors believed in the rest cure. Her faults lay not in the fact that she sees her patient as
below her, but that she is irresponsible and negligent.
As was already mentioned, some of the medications mentioned in the story are real,
while some are not. The ones most often mentioned by the protagonist are Xanax, Ativan,
Ambien, Silenor, Valium, and Benadryl, all of which are prescribed for either insomnia,
depression, or anxiety, safe for Benadryl which is mainly a cold medicine with sedative side
effects. They are only some of the many names mentioned in the story. With the final and
fictional Infermiterol, the protagonist finally achieves something important. Under the
influence of this medication, she is able to sleep through three days straight, with the only
issue being that she sleepwalks to various degrees. For example, after taking it for the first
time, she unconsciously makes her way to Reva’s mother’s funeral, which she had no plan to
attend. The previous medications also make her act out in her sleep, but with Infermiterol,
she loses three days’ worth of consciousness, which is all that matters to the protagonist.