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life was devoted to speaking and writing to help others realize that the desire in them, that was
not satisfied by anything else, was for God. Terry Glaspey carries the idea by saying that the
existence of this longing is evidence that there is more to life than we can see, touch, feel, smell,
or taste. No experience in this life completely fulfills the desire it awakens within us. All we get
are hints and guesses.
We want to know the source whence comes this desire. It is a desire that
transfixes us, yet we are bereft of satisfaction by anything short of God. If God is the object of
desire, only God will be sufficient to deal with the vacuum it creates in us. In Reflections on the
Psalms, Lewis writes of the idea of transcendence regarding the desire for God. Here Lewis
connects the idea of God and heaven. Heaven is portrayed as being God’s presence and
consequently praising Him.
The worthier the object, the more intense this delight would be. If it were possible for a
created soul fully (I mean, up to the full measure conceivable in a finite being) to
‘appreciate,’ that is, to love and delight in, the worthiest object of all, and simultaneously
at every moment to give this delight perfect expression, then that soul would be in
supreme beatitude. It is along these lines that I find it easiest to understand the Christian
doctrine that ‘Heaven’ is a state in which angels now and men hereafter, are perpetually
employed in praising God… To see that doctrine means, we must suppose ourselves to be
in perfect love with God—drunk with, drowned, dissolved by, that delight which far from
remaining pent up within ourselves as incommunicable, hence hardly tolerable, bliss,
flows out from us incessantly again in effortless and perfect expression, our joy no more
separable from the praise in which it liberates and utters itself from the brightness a
mirror receives as separable from the brightness it sheds.
Simone Weil reasoned: “If I desire only to desire the good, then in desiring the good, my desire
is fulfilled to overflowing. It is no more difficult than that.”
Weil intimates that God is the
Terry Glaspey, C. S. Lewis His Life and Thought (Edison, New Jersey: Inspirational Press,
1996), 70.
C. S. Lewis, Reflections on the Psalms (London: Harper Collins, 2002), 361.
Simone Weil, Gateway to God (Glasgow: Collins Fontana Books, 1974), 46. Earlier she had
reasoned the good to be God.