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As she cannot escape her feelings after making her descent, Binti is disturbed by her
anger, especially since excessive anger is considered unclean in her culture. To cleanse
herself, Binti feels the need to return home and go on her pilgrimage, which women of her
tribe undergo as a rite of passage. However, later in the story, Binti learns that anger is part
of her new Meduse DNA. Binti’s decision to quickly categorize her feelings as unclean
without properly analyzing the reason behind them and resorting to getting rid of them by
coming home shows that at this stage of her journey, she is not ready to integrate her old life
with the new. Instead, she keeps thinking of them as polar opposites and cannot think of
them co-existing together.
2.4 Homecoming
Binti’s journey back home and her reunion with her family becomes a turning point in
her story, as in this part of the story, she realises the impact that her leaving had - not only
on her family, but also on her community. While at Oomza, Binti seemed to live in a bubble
in which she was primarily concerned with how her journey affected her individually, which
is typical behaviour for the heroine during this stage of HJ. Now, upon arriving back on
Earth, she is confronted with how her departure affected her home. Binti comes back seeking
the comfort of the same home and community she left, but at first, she does not realize that
it is impossible. What follows is a clash between Binti’s rather naïve, self-centered view and
the reality of her home, which is now different in its approach to Binti. This clash then
culminates in an argument between Binti and her siblings. In Murdock’s HJ, there is no
mention of this phenomenon. When the heroine tries to reconnect with the feminine, she
returns to find it unchanged, but this is not the case with Binti. This situation offers an
interesting view of this stage of Murdock’s HJ and shows the complexities of the story.
When Binti leaves the ship upon her arrival to greet her family, she gets swept up in
the euphoria of their reunion. This excitement lasts until Okwu, her Meduse friend, also exits
the ship, and everyone present is made uncomfortable by its presence. It seems as if until
Okwu’s appearance, Binti and her family could pretend nothing has changed between them,
and now, with him there as a physical proof of Binti’s journey and transformation, they are
confronted with the truth. This moment further enhances the dichotomy within Binti’s
identity; she is a Himba girl who loves her family, history and customs, but she is also a girl