
Even the least event had lines, all tangled, going back into the past, and beyond
that into the unknown past, and other lines leading out, also tangled, into the
future. Every moment was dense with causes, possibilities, consequences; too
many, even in the simplest case, to grasp. Every moment was dense too with
lives-, all crossing and interconnecting or exerting pressure on one another, and
not just human lives either; the narrowest patch of earth at.the_Crossing, as he
had-known since he was two years old, was crowded with little centres of
activity, visible or invisible, that made up a web so intricate that your mind, if
you went into it, was immediately struck - fierce cannibalistic occasions
without number, each one of which could deafen you if you had ears to hear
what was going on there. And beyond that there were what you could no-t even
call lives or existences: they were mefe processes - the slow burning of gases
for instance in the veins of leaves - that were invisibly and forever changing the
state of things; heat, sunlight, electric charges to which everything alive enough
responded and held itselfèrect, hairs and fibres that were very nearly invisible
buf subtly vibrating, nerve ends touched and stroked. (296)
Life is too hopelessly tangled and too much of an intricate web for Digger to
fully perceive his own thread through it. Vic, on the other hand, can only sustain
himself by hanging on to this metaphodcal thread. He is so committed to the
straightforward idea of cause and etl'ect that he is never able to feel at ease with his
position within the Warrender family. Phen he sees the unemployed men that
Meggsie feeds in the back yard he "felt then that he was on the wrong side of things,
that he had got out of some shame and humiliation that had been meant for him too"
(143). As he understands his past of deprivation, it must lead to him continuing his
life of suffering and humiliation. This is the correct sequence of events, the correct
line. While working on the railway he denies himself "the luxury of the past" (143),
but this living exclusively in the present is a limitation of his perceptions entered into
in the interests of coping. Thinking about the past for Vic implies thinking about the
future precisely because he sees his life as following a continuous line. As a prisoner
of war his future looks so bleak that he has to suppress anything which leads him to it.
In this he is unlike the majority of his comrades who use their memories as a
"magic formula for keeping yourself in the world or for wiping yourself, temporarily,
out of it" (148). They (Digger is the doyen of them) reconstruct the past in great
detail, listing all the girls they ever "done it with" (148) or the names of all the cattle
they had ever owned or "the words of all the songs in the Boomerang Songbook for
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